Hi Deane,Have you checked with your cardiology team regarding support groups connected with your transplant hospital? I received a heart transplant at the University of MN Medical Center and participate in a support group that's facilitated by the transplant social workers. It's intended for transplant and pre-transplant patients.
If you're interested, I'd be happy to chat with you to try to answer some of your "crazy" questions. Hope you're doing well.